letter: dear bff

dear bff,

i've never had such a tragic bff before
in fact,
i've never had a bff before

and i never will because you have that spot
along with the little duct tape ring that i
pretend you gave me and i lost.

i'm also writing to you in uncapitalized letters
because you do it, too,
just like kelly, but you don't know her

but i think i have a good taste in friends.

i'm still giving you boings and still watching you get over the boys and
do things with odd numbers and
other things that i don't understand yet

because i'm still trying to know you by kind of peeking
into a window because even though we're bffs,
this is kind of weird.

i wonder if you'll remember me.